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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
no. not at all. (ton sarcastique)
kinda curious now. asking myself if i can make you nervous in bed too
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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
no. not at all. (ton sarcastique)
kinda curious now. asking myself if i can make you nervous in bed too
ah? really? (rire) how?
Dunno. I guess i have to find out hm ?
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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
no. not at all. (ton sarcastique)
kinda curious now. asking myself if i can make you nervous in bed too
ah? really? (rire) how?
Dunno. I guess i have to find out hm ?
guess so. (silence) are you nervous 'bout this? i mean, do you have any fear or anything 'bout the idea of… having sex? (with me)
Eh. I'm freaking out about anything with you so (silence) i fear that he will be between us, you know ? like. eh. So. since I'm out of prison, every morning, i have to prepare myself for contact. And someday I'm not. i cant touch anyone. its happening less i guess since we started the letters but. its still happen. someday im ok with a hand on my hips and another i cant even be close to someone. so...dunno. i think its more easy with you cause i trust you like..eh. i trust you. but i fear it anyway.
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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
no. not at all. (ton sarcastique)
kinda curious now. asking myself if i can make you nervous in bed too
ah? really? (rire) how?
Dunno. I guess i have to find out hm ?
guess so. (silence) are you nervous 'bout this? i mean, do you have any fear or anything 'bout the idea of… having sex? (with me)
Eh. I'm freaking out about anything with you so (silence) i fear that he will be between us, you know ? like. eh. So. since I'm out of prison, every morning, i have to prepare myself for contact. And someday I'm not. i cant touch anyone. its happening less i guess since we started the letters but. its still happen. someday im ok with a hand on my hips and another i cant even be close to someone. so...dunno. i think its more easy with you cause i trust you like..eh. i trust you. but i fear it anyway.
yea okay, i got it. now i feel nervous again (rire)
(silence) it's alright honey. you don't have too. gotta go, hm ? i have my last shift at the lola rosa. so if you want some disgusting veggies food, it's tonight. (rire)
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5 sept 2018. 16h34
oh (silence) hi ashkar. hm. you know what ? i'm eating ramen right now. while smoking.
am i jealous right now? yes. (rire)
hm (petit rire ) i'm not watching attack on titan tho. i'm watching bleach. again. on mute 'cause anyway, with you on the phone, i can't heard the movie
yeah kinda obvious, how you doing?
i'm eating ramen while talking to you while smoking while watching bleach. i'm fucking great. you ? and - eh. i need to say. the letter today. it's not great. it's not a cute one.
ah really? wanna read it now?
yea ? it well be done
okay i'm listening!
(silence, bruit de papier) Je souhaite parfois qu'il meurt, de tout mon coeur. Puis, certaines parcelles de moi se souviennent de l'homme qu'il est, à certains moments. Des bons souvenirs que j'ai pu avoir, en sa compagnie. Et j'ai honte de penser une telle chose. J'ai honte de souhaiter sa mort. De toute manière, la mort d'un âme soeur n'a-t-elle pas de répercussions sur l'autre ? Je n'ai jamais réellement prêter attention à ce genre d'histoires. Je me demande si son absence me serait plus douloureuse que sa présence. Si le vide qu'il laisserait serait beaucoup plus envahissant que sa présence, contre moi et à l'intérieur de moi. Je me demande s'il était destiné à être une mauvaise personne et, par défaut, si j'étais destiné à mériter tout ce qu'il m'afflige. C'est loin d'être ce que je pense vérité, mais je ne peux pourtant pas m'empêcher de le craindre.
can i ask somethin'?
(silence) yea. yea of course
hum… (silence) where's your mark now…?
it's eh. a little bit on the back but more on the ass i guess. like eh. more on the hips but lower. i think you can see it a little bit on the naked pic I've send to you the other day
'cause it's where he touched you for the last time, right?
(silence) yea. yea it is.
okay. right. (légers soupire puis rire) i wanna kiss you right now.
fuck (soupire tremblant) don't say shit like that. (silence) it was hard the other day. looking at you and not kissing you. I really wanted too
yeah me too. (silence) does heating work well?
hmhm. It's great. well not as great as your arms but its great.
(rire) yeah but it's black and gold i mean not everyone can brag 'about having black and gold heating made by a perfect stupid man.
yea but i cant put it on my finger. At least your arms i can have it around me (silence) but thank again. you didn't have to do this. (Silence) you're more perfect than stupid.
okay you got a point but at least you won't die of exposure when i'm not here. (rire) yeah i know but i wanted to. (silence) no i'm not but… thanks.
eh. you kinda are to me.
why?
dunno. ( silence) I had this dream you in my mind for so long. and now i know you and eh. (rire gêné) you're so much more than this stupid fantasy
yeah okay i got it, stop this now.(rire)
(rire) i make you nervous again ?
no. not at all. (ton sarcastique)
kinda curious now. asking myself if i can make you nervous in bed too
ah? really? (rire) how?
Dunno. I guess i have to find out hm ?
guess so. (silence) are you nervous 'bout this? i mean, do you have any fear or anything 'bout the idea of… having sex? (with me)
Eh. I'm freaking out about anything with you so (silence) i fear that he will be between us, you know ? like. eh. So. since I'm out of prison, every morning, i have to prepare myself for contact. And someday I'm not. i cant touch anyone. its happening less i guess since we started the letters but. its still happen. someday im ok with a hand on my hips and another i cant even be close to someone. so...dunno. i think its more easy with you cause i trust you like..eh. i trust you. but i fear it anyway.
yea okay, i got it. now i feel nervous again (rire)
(silence) it's alright honey. you don't have too. gotta go, hm ? i have my last shift at the lola rosa. so if you want some disgusting veggies food, it's tonight. (rire)
honey, uh? (rire) it's okay babe you don't have to do this. (court silence) yea okay i'm gonna think 'bout that (rire) good luck for this.
ho - what ?(silence) did i say that out loud ? eh. (rire gêné) yea eh. bye. talk to you later
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6 sept 2018. 3h04
hi (silence) the bar close, right ? it's not a bad time ?
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6 sept 2018. 3h04
hi (silence) the bar close, right ? it's not a bad time ?
hi babe. it's okay, i'm just washing some glasses right now but it's okay.
hm, you're sure ? (silence) eh, you should come to my place and wash my glasses and plates too (rire)
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6 sept 2018. 3h04
hi (silence) the bar close, right ? it's not a bad time ?
hi babe. it's okay, i'm just washing some glasses right now but it's okay.
hm, you're sure ? (silence) eh, you should come to my place and wash my glasses and plates too (rire)
d'you want me to clean your room too? (rire)
(silence) well...if you propose (rire) nah, it's alright. gonna find some times for it someday. (soupire)
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6 sept 2018. 3h04
hi (silence) the bar close, right ? it's not a bad time ?
hi babe. it's okay, i'm just washing some glasses right now but it's okay.
hm, you're sure ? (silence) eh, you should come to my place and wash my glasses and plates too (rire)
d'you want me to clean your room too? (rire)
(silence) well...if you propose (rire) nah, it's alright. gonna find some times for it someday. (soupire)
(rire) i'm not complaining, ok? if i had a room it'd be a complet mess (rire)
(rire) imagine if we have a room someday. the mess man
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