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Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you?
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you? shut up (rire) next time you'll see me, i'm gonna run away, yea. too bad i was liking it - imagining you kissing me and letting your tongue crawling on my skin.
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you? shut up (rire) next time you'll see me, i'm gonna run away, yea. too bad i was liking it - imagining you kissing me and letting your tongue crawling on my skin. eh. (silence). yea. me too. gonna do that some day. soon, i hope. gonna draw things on your skin with my lips my tongue my teeth. want to. you need new tatts yeah and maybe you could leave hickeys where my skin is still virgin.
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you? shut up (rire) next time you'll see me, i'm gonna run away, yea. too bad i was liking it - imagining you kissing me and letting your tongue crawling on my skin. eh. (silence). yea. me too. gonna do that some day. soon, i hope. gonna draw things on your skin with my lips my tongue my teeth. want to. you need new tatts yeah and maybe you could leave hickeys where my skin is still virgin. yea i will (silence) and maybe - maybe you can do it on my mark. erase it with your lips and some hickeys i'll erase every fucking thing from that past, cliff. you can't even imagine what i'd do to you. what i want to do to you. and...(silence) for you.
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you? shut up (rire) next time you'll see me, i'm gonna run away, yea. too bad i was liking it - imagining you kissing me and letting your tongue crawling on my skin. eh. (silence). yea. me too. gonna do that some day. soon, i hope. gonna draw things on your skin with my lips my tongue my teeth. want to. you need new tatts yeah and maybe you could leave hickeys where my skin is still virgin. yea i will (silence) and maybe - maybe you can do it on my mark. erase it with your lips and some hickeys i'll erase every fucking thing from that past, cliff. you can't even imagine what i'd do to you. what i want to do to you. and...(silence) for you. ah fuck scar (silence) yea, okay. i trust you. i want that. i want you. you know this is torture, hu? i want you right now.
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| | Scar Kolisnychenko Date d'inscription : 20/02/2018
Messages : 578
Pseudo : lian
Avatar : zayn malik
Réputation : 36
| | appel en cours 2 sept 22:45 hi you, guess who can leave work earlier? oh...eh. hi. (rire nerveux) yeah... if you didn't get it, it's me. (rire) you ok? i did get it, yea. hm ? yea. yea. eh, i'm ok, why ? nothing wrong. mh... yeah, ok. (silence) you sound weird actually. like more than usual. well maybe i feel fucking shy ok. and i'm not fucking weird ?? or sound weird ? what the fuck men (soupire) ok maybe a little bit. fuck. (rire) what? why that? why are shy? i'ven't say nothin' yet (rire) ... 'cause now that i can hear your stupid voice, i remerber the texts and part of my stupid brain just imagined you saying it, ok (rire) mhh yeah okay... which texts in particular? (silence) SO. the next letter is about my mom. okay! can't wait for hearing it but you didn't answer. (rire léger) eh, what ? sorry, can't hear you. i'm deaf you know. so the letter. Ma mère est venue me voir aujourd'hui. Je me sais pas pourquoi. J'en ignore totalement la raison. Lorsque le gardien m'a annoncé qu'elle était là, je n'ai pu faire autre chose que de figer sur place, incapable de dire quoique ce soit. Puis, j'ai refusé de la voir. Je ne cesse d'y penser, depuis. Crois-tu que j'ai raté ma chance de voir ma mère pour une dernière fois ? Une part de moi craint que si, une autre doute que cette femme soit encore ma mère. Ai-je déjà eu une mère, au final ? Je ne sais pas. Je réalise après tout ces années que peut-être je n'ai jamais su ce qu'était une mère ou encore, un père. Comme un orphelin qui ignore l'être. (silence, raclement de gorge) well, hum... have you met her since? no. not since four or five year. okay... (silence) mh yeah sorry dunno what to say right now. you don't have to say anything. you're here, its enough. (silence) i have a pic of her. wanna see ? yeah, of course. sure she's beautiful. a lot of people used to said i like a lot like her. they ain't lying. know now where your beauty comes from. eh, thank. (silence) you are pretty too uh? na I look like a stray dog (rire) i love stray dogs. i'm working with them, stupid. you're my personal stray dog sorry i don't really like biscuits however it's alright i know other treats. yeah? like what? i'm curious now eh (silence) kissing you, i guess. mh yeah i think i'd prefer that where ? where you want me to kiss you, scar ? (silence) well you can start with my lips and maybe my neck ah yeah... on this stupid line in your neck, behind your ear. (léger rire étouffé par un soupire) you ain't shy anymore, ain't you? shut up (rire) next time you'll see me, i'm gonna run away, yea. too bad i was liking it - imagining you kissing me and letting your tongue crawling on my skin. eh. (silence). yea. me too. gonna do that some day. soon, i hope. gonna draw things on your skin with my lips my tongue my teeth. want to. you need new tatts yeah and maybe you could leave hickeys where my skin is still virgin. yea i will (silence) and maybe - maybe you can do it on my mark. erase it with your lips and some hickeys i'll erase every fucking thing from that past, cliff. you can't even imagine what i'd do to you. what i want to do to you. and...(silence) for you. ah fuck scar (silence) yea, okay. i trust you. i want that. i want you. you know this is torture, hu? i want you right now. i know, scar. i want too. everytime i see you i want to kiss you and touch you and hug you. but - (soupire) fuck. i hate this. i feel the want in my bones. tell me why do we have to wait again?
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